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Bingeul Bingeul (Part 5-end)

“Why Julie?” Kibum said in a very thin voice. He sounded so depressed and frustrated “I love you but even my presence can’t comfort you.”

“Wh-What do you mean?” Julie’s voice trembled but she forced herself to speak her mind out “You’re…you’re the one to b-blame. What…what have you d-done? Wh-what have you done to me?” Tears started flowing from her eyes.

Kibum looked down “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I felt bad about your leg and I understand if you can’t forgive me because of th-“

Julie got confused and cut Kibum’s words “I didn’t talk about my leg. I talked about me and what you did everytime we’re alone.”

Kibum looked up slowly “What?”

“Everytime we’re alone I feel weird, I barely breathe, my heart beats faster than usual and I feel…kinda scared. That’s explain my cold hands.”

“I’m not sure but I’m gonna find out soon.”

“Soon? You don’t even kn-“

Kibum kissed Julie deep and gently. Julie surprised at first but then she automatically drown into the situation and she didn’t mind. She closed her eyes and respond the kiss. And suddenly all the weird feelings gone and replaced with some pleasant feelings that she couldn’t understand. Kibum pulled away and pushed his forehead against Julie’s. He gently stroked Julie’s cheek who was still closed her eyes. She didn’t want to open her eyes. If this just a dream or her fantasy, shw wouldn’t mind trapped forever in it. Kibum whispered to Julie as their forehead collide.

“I love you Julianne. I love you since…since I can remember and now I know that you feel the same. Told ya I’m gonna find out soon.”

Still closed her eyes, Julie asked very carefuly in a very thin voice “Is this…is this what they called…unexpected love?”

Kibum smiled.


[Extended Side Story]

“I love you Julianne. I love you since…since I can remember and now I know that you feel the same.”

Still closed her eyes, Julie asked very carefuly in a very thin voice “Is this…is this what they called…unexpected love?”

Kibum smiled and said in a whisper “Never heard about that all I know that…”


Kibum jumped away from Julie and Julie open her eyes quickly and they saw Kevin stared at them. He was so shocked.

“I-I can’t believe what I saw. Did I just…” Kevin shook his head “What are you two doing here? We’re looking for you two. Xander-hyung is worried like crazy.”

Kibum and Julie couldn’t speak anything. Julie rushed into the restaurant. Kevin looked at Kibum.

“You kissed her. You said you respect her. I can’t believe you anymore hyung.” Kevin shook his head and walked in.


Bingeul Bingeul (Part 4)

Well luckily Kibum recover faster than expected but not for Julie. Julie got fever and cough as well. So as Xander-Umma order, Julie had to bed rest until her fever gone.

“Xander…you killing me.”

“I’m saving your life you’re welcome.”

“You isolated me.”

Xander smirked “Not really. Someone will come here to see you.”

“Really? Who?”

“You’ll see.”


Xander opened the door and blinked.

“I thought…”

“This noona stealer came after me. I got here first.” Said Eli glared at Kibum.

“Who’s noona stealer? You’re the one who made her cry.” Said Kibum.

“You’re the one who hu-“

“Whoaa! What’s with you two. You two are friends. Stop fighting over my sister! I know both of you like Julianne bu-“

“What? He likes her?” Eli and Kibum said in unison and pointed at each other.

Xander rolled his eyes “I give up. Just go. She’s in her room.”

“Me first. You don’t even appreciate her apology.” Kibum pushed Eli slighty and walked to Julie’s room followed by Eli who were mumbling something.


Kibum open the door and smiled

“Hey Julie…”

“Hey…” Julie lifted her face and when she saw Kibum. She felt something bad again in her stomach “…Kibum.”

“How do y-“

“Noona, are you okay?” said Eli all of sudden. He appeared behind Kibum and rushed into Julie’s bed.

“What are you doing here?” Julie looked at Xander who was standing by the door “ I thought you said SOMEONE will come.”

“I know. I thought that too.” Xander shrugged.

“Noona, mianhe. Jeongmal mianhe.” Said Eli. His face was so gloomy and guilty “Please forgive me noona.”

Julie got confused. She didn’t know what to do. There was Kibum stared at her and Eli. Xander too.

“D-Do you mean it?” asked Julie in a little voice carefully.

“Ne.” Eli nodded and stared deep into Julie’s eyes.

Julie bit her lip and nodded “Okay then. Apology accepted.”

“Geurae? You don’t seem so sure.”

“It’s because…it’s…” Julie felt so confused and finally she couldn’t take it and yelled “Kibum you distract me!”

Kibum shocked. So did Xander and Eli. Julie got shocked as well. She covered her mouth quickly. Awkward silences filled the room.

“Wh-what did I do?” asked Kibum slowly.

Julie still covered her mouth and stared at kibum in apologize. She shook her head.

“I don’t understand Julie.” Kibum walked slowly to Julie. Sat on her bed in front of her and took both of her hands off her mouth carefully “What did I do?”

Julie just stared at Kibum. She couldn’t say anything.

“Ehm.” All of sudden Xander cleared his throat too loudly and three heads turned to him. Xander grinned innocently “Eli…can you come here please? There’s something I wanna tell you.” Xander stared at Eli.

Eli looked slighty at Julie and Kibum “Ne.” And then he stood up and walked to Xander. And they both walked away.

Kibum stared at Julie again “Julie, if I did something wrong to you, well, other than got your leg injured just tell me. Jebal?”

Julie pushed all her strenght to talk normaly to Kibum “N-No. It’s…it’s just…everytime I see you I felt uncomfortable. I d-don’t know what to do…I…I…” Julie took a deep breath “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”

Kibum frowned slightly and tilted his head “since when?”

“De…Deanna’s party.” Julie looked down tried to manage her breath.

“Chop Chop!” suddenly Xander appeared again outta nowhere and clapped his hands twice “Time’s up. Julie needs to rest and you need to go Mr. Kim.”

“But hyung I-“

“No buts. You still need more rest too Kim Kibum. So you can do well this Saturday.”

“Okay hyung. But can I-“

“No buts.”


Kibum, Eli and the rest of U-KISS members spare some time to come to Xander’s house to see Julie, even Deanna came too a couple of times. And Julie finally can say to Eli in a normal way that she forgave him. Problem’s solved.


“Eli, just give up.” Said Kevin one day after they saw Julie.

“What do you mean?”

“She doesn’t like you that way.”

“Julie you mean? I knew it. But I can’t stop worrying about her.”

“You have too. It’s bad for her if you keep doing that. She will ended feeling so thankful to you and the only way to return all of caring and kindness is by being with you while her heart is belong to someone else. You want her to be with you but all her feeling is just pretending?’

“Ani.” Eli shook his head.

“Then stop worrying about her too much. I’m worried too but as friend.”

“Hey Kev, since then you’re an expert in this lovey dovey things? You don’t even have any girlfriend and ex-girlfriend.”

Kevin smiled proudly “I just know the right things.”

Eli laughed.


Julie is recovered. And her leg was getting better too. Way more better. She now can walk by herself but still she had to be very careful. U-KISS boys were gathered in Xander’s house again that evening.

“Wow, good to see you back to you feet barbie.” Said Soohyun.

“Ani. She’s not a barbie. She’s Julianne Lee Eusebio.” Said Kibum.

“Yeah, she’s my Barbie only.” Xander put his arm around Julie’s shoulder. Julie smiled a little.

Dongho chuckled “she’s no longer only yours Xander-hyung.”

“I know.” Xander smirked “but still. I’m forever her Oppa.”

Julie blushed. She didn’t even know why she blushed.

“Aww look you’re blushing Julie.” Said Kevin with all his aegyo.

“You like someone?” asked Kiseop directly. All eyes at him now.

“Wae? You like her too?” Xander said but then he closed his mouth. Now all eyes at Xander.

“’too’?” asked Kiseop curious.

“There’s someone likes Julie too among us?” asked Soohyun and studied everyone’s faces maybe he can find that person by did that.

“I like Julianne. Why?” said Kiseop again.

“MWO?” Kibum’s reaction is a little too loud but he quickly contol himself “Since when?”

“Since the first time I saw her. Oh come on who doesn’t like Julianne? She’s pretty and all that.” Said Kiseop.

Everybody groaned in unison.

“I thought you like her like her.” Said Dongho.

“Aniyo. I like her as friend but I admire her beauty.”

Julie smiled wide for the first time since a long time “Thank you Kiseoppie. I appreciate that. A lot.”

“Aww how cute.” Said Kevin non-sense again and his aegyo explode again.

“Kevin-hyung, can you stop ‘sharing’ your aegyo?” complained Dongho “Urgh, how come you become a hyung?”

“Ha. True. Our maknae is looked more mature than you.” Said Eli and everybody laughed.

But one person not really into laughing and Xander noticed that. It was Kibum. His thought were full of question mark : Who’s the person Julie likes? Is Kiseop really doesn’t like Julie that way? What if Julie likes Kiseop for real? What if they become couple? What if…what if…what if..

Xander whispered slowly into Julie’s ear “Hurry and make up your mind before you kill someone Julianne Lee Eusebio.”

“Huh?” Julie looked at Xander in confusion but Xander looked away.


It’s Saturday night. Julie peeked into U-KISS dressing room. Huh? Nobody? But it wasn’t their time to perform yet. ‘Maybe they rehearsing’ thought Julie. Julie walked in and sat on the sofa. She got bored because the room was so quiet and the tv shows who’s performing that time. She fell asleep.


Julie felt something touched her lips. Julie opened her eyes slowly.


Julie turned and saw Kibum sat beside her “Oh…” Julie rubbed her eyes. Still half asleep “Hey…where are the others?”


“Oh.” Julie felt weird. She felt confused and scared. She looked at Kibum but Kibum always looked at her. Julie felt so stupid and ridiculous. She started to bite her nails but Kibum took Julie hands gently.

“Mommy said it’s bad.” Kibum smiled and Julie felt more weird. Her face got hot. Julie looked away. Kibum frowned slightly “Gwenchana?”

“Mwo? N-Ne.”

“Geurae? Your hand is so cold.” Kibum looked so worried.


Kibum looked at the clock “Oh. I have to perform. I’ll see ya. Don’t do anything stupid okay?” Kibum gently ruffled Julie’s hair and walked out.


Julie watch U-KISS perfomance from the TV. Then she realized something. But she still can’t understand what Xander just ‘warned’ her.


U-KISS walked into the dressing room.

“Julie-ah. You’re here.” Said Kevin suddenly excited. Julie grinned.


“When you came?”

“I thought you with your friend at audience’s seats.” Asked Xander.

“Nah. I went here by myself. I took taxi.”

“MWO?” all seven boys said in unison.

“I never allowed you. I thought you with your friend.” Said Xander.

“I changed my mind.” Julie put an angelic smile toward Xander “Mianhae…”

“Aww I forgive you.” Said Kevin who’s very weak with everything sweet and cute “Xander-hyung, how can you not forgive this angelic face?” said Kevin with his aegyo.

Xander chuckled “Okay Okay. I forgive you. This is because Kevin’s doing his aegyo which I’ve had enough.”

Kibum felt sad. Julie looked ver bright and happy with other members-even Eli-but once she with Kibum alone. She became weird and uneasy. Kibum felt that Julie must be hate him well he was the only one who made Julie got hurt and maybe deep down in her heart, Julie still can’t forgive Kibum about that accident.


U-KISS and Julie had dinner in some pizza restaurant. Julie had fun but Kibum noticed that Julie always avoid eye contact with him. Then Julie went to the bathroom. Kibum couldn’t take it anymore, he went to the bathroom also. He waited outside girl’s bathroom and when Julie walked out. Kibum took her hand and dragged her out to the back pf the restaurant. Kibum pinned Julie against the wall and stared deep into Julie’s eyes. Julie’s face got pale and she couldn’t do anything. She felt her hands were all cold. She stared in terrified feeling at Kibum.

Bingeul Bingeul (Part 3)

Julie woke up the next day and saw the crutch that she really hate. Julie took the crutch and walked out from her room. She found Xander in the kitchen.

“Morning Julianne.” Xander smiled.

“Eh…morning Xander.” Julie smiled a bit. She kinda surprised to see Xander back to his senses.

Well, Xander was a very happy and crazy person until these past days. Then he turned grumpy and everything but now he’s back. Julie hope if this is just a dream, she wouldn’t wanna wake up but…if this is  a dream, her leg should be just fine so well it’s reality. Julie sat in the Dining chair and Xander sat in front of her.

“I talked to mom and dad last night. I know I’ve been a bad person these days. But it’s because I’m worried too much for you Julie.”

Julie smiled “I’m glad you back Xander. I missed the crazy and happy Xander.”

“Yeah.” Xander chuckled “I started worried since you have a lot of heartbreak cases but you always said that you’re fine which made me more worried and then your leg…”

“Doctor said it’ll be fine in no time Xander.” Julie smiled

“Really? Good then. Hey go change. We’re gonna have breakfast outside.”

“I know Julie and I’m not mad. I was mad because you were disappear but well…”

Julie looked down “I don’t like him, Xander. I mean…I don’t like him ‘that way’.”

“Geurae? I mean…he’s Eli.”

“Yeah, I know. The famous rapper of U-KISS. But, the thing is, I don’t feel anything to him. I feel comfortable,yeah,but that’s it. Not more.”

Xander smiled “You have someone else then?”

“Xander, that’s ridiculous.”

“Oh come on. Think logical. You like someone, that’s why you can’t like Eli who’s really care about you. You just don’t realize yet.”

“You’re so ridiculous.”

“Hahaha…well…let’s see.”

U-KISS rehearsal.

“You can’t wait outside. It’s raining.”

“Xander, I don’t know what to do when I meet Eli.”

“Just act normal. He’ll apologize. I know him okay?”

Julie gave her puppy dog eyes to Xander but Xander shaked his head.

“That face not working on me now. Come on.” Xander took Julie’s hand and walked inside the studio.

Julie groaned “I hate you Alexander Lee Eusebio.”

“Thank you. I love you too.” Xander smirked and kept walking.

In the studio. There already 6 of them there. Kibum saw then and walked immediately to them.

“Julie, you alright already?”

Suddenly Julie felt the feeling in her stomach that made her can’t smile “Uhh…yeah. I’m fine.” Julie avoid Kibum’s eyes and looking for Eli. He was the only that matter that time. Julie walked toward Eli while Kibum surprised with Julie’s weird act and got hurt. It looked so clearly from his face.

“Hyung…does she hate me?” asked kibum to Xander.

“Huh? As far as I know no. She’s just kinda worried about her and Eli.”

Kibum frowned “What happen between them?”

“Well…something. I don’t have the right to tell about this. You should ask Julie herself.” Xander shrugged.

Kibum stared at Julie who was talking with Eli in the corner of the studio. Xander studied kibum’s expression and he got something.

“Oh no Kibum.” Xander surprised by his own thought.

“Huh? Mwo?” Kibum turned his face quickly to Xander.

“You. You…”


“You like my sister. You like Julianne Lee Eusebio.”

“What are you talking about hyung. I don’t understand.” Kibum mumbled and turned his face away from Xander and walked away to do some warm up.

Xander smiled and chuckled. He shook his head “silly boy.”


“I thought you hate me.” Eli looked down in depression.

“Ani. I never hate you I ju-hey, look at me.”

Eli bit his lip. Still looked down.

“Hey, look at me.” Julie lifted up Eli’s chin “I don’t hate you and never will. I just went through hard times and what you did yesterday was…unexpected.”

“I was…out of control. I like you so much, noona. I can’t see you hurt like yesterday.”

Julie surprised with Eli’s answer then slowly she smiled “You care about me that much?”

“Now you’re gonna say I’m stupid.” Eli turned away.

“Thank you.”

Eli sighed “You’re welcome.”

Julie got so sad “Say that again when you really mean it.” Julie couldn’t hold her tears and she just ran away as fast as her legs could take her.

“What did you do to her?” asked Kevin “Go after her! Xander-hyung, do something!”

Eli shook his head “No need to.”

Kibum couldn’t help himself. He murmured “Oh shit.” And ran after Julie

“Eh…” Kevin confused “Kibum-hyung?”

“I always know.” Xander smiled “Let’s practice first.”

Julie sat under the tree near the building. She was wet of course. It was raining. She sobbed and suddenly she saw someone’s feet in front of her but she wouldn’t look up. That person kneeled down and put his umbrella between them.

“It’s useless. I’m soaked already.”

“At least you’re not getting more wet now.”

“Why you even bother ran after me?”

“I’m worried. You can get sick and your leg…” Kibum shook his head slowly “Now you promise me to take care of yourself. You can hurt yourself. Don’t you love yourself?”

“No need to. I’m just a Barbie. Once people done with me, they will leave me in the dusty corner.”

Kibum sighed “Forgive me for doing this but you can kill me later.” Slowly Kibum hug Julie “You’re more than just a girl with pretty face Julie. You’re smart, you’re strong. A Barbie will just whining about her injured leg but you? You stay strong and optimist. I know I was the one who make you like this but I didn’t mean too. I’m so sorry.” Kibum bit his lip, closed his eyes as his tears fell down and pulled away and he saw Julie stared at him in amazement “wh-what?”

Julie wiped Kibum’s tears off his face “Why you cry? You’re the one who comfort me and now you cry?”

Kibum smiled a little “I don’t know why these came out from my eyes.”

Julie chuckled “Thank you Kibum and…I’m not gonna kill you.”

Kibum felt so relieve “So, you wanna go back inside now? You’ll catch a cold if you stay here.”

“You too. You dropped your umbrella when you hug me.”

“Ah yeah.” Kibum blushed and took the umbrella “Come on.”

That night the boys came to Xander’s house and Kibum and Julie couldn’t stop sneezing.

“What were you two doing for God sake? Were you two playing under the rain?” asked Soohyun.

“We’re gonna have a perfomance this week hyung.” Said Dongho.

“Mianhe.” Said Julie “It was my fault. I was so childish.”

“Well it’s not all your fault noona.” Said Kevin and glared at Eli

“I’ll be fine guys. Really.” Said Kibum and he sneezed again.

“Stay away from me. I don’t wanna catch a cold too.” Said Kiseop and pushed Kibum away.

Kibum almost far but Julie grab his arm “Hey, be careful Kiseop.”

“Since when you two got so close?” asked Soohyun but Kibum and Julie just put an innocent faces while Xander smirked and pretended to focus on the TV show.

U-KISS Preview Debut -> BREAK TIME

Dear All KISS MEs and K-Popers all around the world,

I know that you’re all already know – especially KISS MEs– that U-KISS will release their new album this February and based on the interview with Uncle A at U-KISS will have a BALLAD song and of course that will be THE FIRST BALLAD SONG for U-KISS. Aren’t you excited? Because I’m over excited X)

Okay, so the point of my post is we know that U-KISS changed a lot. We can see they grow up along with their music. So I’m gonna post pictures from their first debut until their 4th Album : BREAK TIME

Debut Album : U-KISS – New Generation (Mini Album) (2008.09.03)

Yeah…they maybe Not Young but still they looked so cute here esp. Baby Dongho

Second Mini Album : U-KISS – Bring It Back 2 Old School (Single) (2009.02.03)

The Concept of this album is so FUN and COLOURFUL. I LIKE YOUKISS

Third Mini Album : U-KISS – Conti Ukiss (Mini Album) (2009.11.05)

They show their SEXY DARK SIDE and become mature esp. Baby Dongho and with the 7th member, Lee Kiseop (who can resist him?) U-KISS become more manly and darker. Seriously KISS MEs, Are They That Easy?

First Full Album : U-KISS – Only One (Album) (2010.02.03)

Their going more MATURE and going more DARKER but hey it’s good because KISS MEs can’t live Without YouKISS even their hotness make us go Bingeul Bingeul.

Fourth Mini Album : U-KISS – BREAK TIME (Mini Album) (2010.10.08)

U-KISS finally fully turn into MEN. Their music become so MATURE but still in catchy melodies. So what else can I say just SHUT UP !! and listen.

Sooo….that’s the preview of our boys. Their transformation ^^ if you wanna add your opinion about them…feel free to comment ^^ and let us all KISS MEs all around the world PROMISE to keep LOVING and SUPPPORTING OUR U-KISS no matter what.

But even though their music and their appearance are so mature now, they still our funny and crazy U-KISS that will stay forever in KISS MEs’s heart


So Much Love and Support,

KISS MEs All Around The World

Another Cinderella Story (New Version) (Part 1)

Hwannie is a girl from a very rich family and with very rich I mean very very very rich. Well she’s Choi Siwon’s little sister, now you all know how rich he family she come from. Meanwhile, not so far from that huge house there was a nice house. Just a standard house with two brothers live in it. They are musician. The older brother, Lee Sungmin is a working on a music store nearby and the younger one Lee Sungjin stay at home and do the housework.

“No, Hwannie.”

“But I want it! I want it I want it I want it.”

“Stop being idiot and go to your room!”

“You can’t order me!”

“Of course I am. I’m your big brother and I’m in charge when mom and dad aren’t here.”

“Oh yeah I can ju…”

“You can have anything! Anything you want but NOT that one!”

“But princess Jasmine has it!”

“Princess jasmine is only a cartoon. Besides you already have that big aquarium full of beautiful fishes.”

“I can’t play with them.”

“But you CAN’T have a TIGER!”

Hwannie was so angry at Siwon. Well, she always get what she wants until now but logically, even her parents won’t let her to have a tiger.

“I’m gonna go get some air.”

“Take care.”


Hwannie walked along the neighborhood and flashed a smile every time people recognize her and said ‘hi’ until she found somebody in front of her fell and so did all his groceries. Hwannie ran toward him and help him up.

“Omo, are you okay? Come on, I help you.” Hwannie put all the groceries in the paper bag.

“Thank you…oh-“ that boy looked up and starred at Hwannie “oh-“

“You okay?”

“Miss Hwannie? Choi Hwannie?”

“Eh…yeah…the one and only…” Hwannie smiled a bit. She kinda scared with this boy.

“Thank you so much.” He stood up.

Hwannie stood up too and gave the groceries to him. The boy took the paper bag.

“Be careful next time okay?”

“Ne.” he bowed “I’m Lee Sungjin.”

“No need to bow. Let me accompany you home. Okay?”

“No need too Miss, I-“

“It’s okay. I don’t have anything else to do and just call me Hwannie okay Sungjin?”

That boy nodded and smiled.

“Nice house.”

“Well…but it’s nothing than yours.” Sungjin unlocked the door.

“Believe me. My house isn’t that nice.” Hwannie chuckled “You live by yourself?”

“Ani. I live with my Hyung.” Sungjin open the door and let Jenn walked in.

“Where is he?”

“At work. Well, I have a bad health so he decided that I can do the housework and stuffs like this. Well, I’m easy to get sick and tired. You saw I fall back there.” Sungjin smiled a little “Well, enjoy yourself for a while. I’m gonna put these groceries.”

“Take your time Sungjin.” Hwannie smiled.

Hwannie looked around. She really love the atmosphere in this house. So nice and warm. She looked at the family portrait. A small family, Parents and two sons. Hwannie took the portrait and smiled at it. This whole place is feels so…homey. Minutes later Sungjin came back with a cup of tea. Hwannie put the portrait back and sat on the couch.

“Where’re your parents?”


“Oh. I’m sorry.”

“No. It’s not it. It just…I never know about them. Hyung never tell me about our parents. I just know a little.”

Hwannie nodded and drank the tea and suddenly the front door open and a man that must be Sungjin’s Hyung came.

“Sungjin! Why you let the door o-“ that person paused when he saw Hwannie and Sungjin sat on the couch.

“Hyung, this is Choi Hwannie. She help m-“

“Yeah. I know who she is. Thank you.”

“I don’t even tell you ab-“

“I’m tired Sungjin.” And Sungjin’s hyung just walked away.

“Uh…noona mianhe. He’s my hyung, Lee Sungmin. He never act lke this before maybe-“

“It’s okay.” Hwannie smiled and put the cup back on the table “Maybe he doesn’t like me. I…I better go.”

“I’m so sorry about my Hyung, noona.”

“It’s okay. Really.”

“Where have you been?” asked Siwon after Hwannie walked it and passed him.

“Outside…duh.” Hwannie said while kept walking. She didn’t even look at Siwon which made Siwon suspicious. He followed Hwannie.

“Where-have-you-been?” Siwon grabbed Hwannie’s arm.

“Outside. It’s not your business where. The thing is I’m safe and sound now.”

Siwon frowned “What do you mean with safe and sound? What was happen? Honestly, Hwannie.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Hwannie pulled her arm away from Siwon and rushed into her room. But Siwon was faster. He hold the door and followed his dongsaeng into the room.

“Urgh.” Hwannie groaned “Go away.”

“No. At least not until I know what was going out there.”

“It’s okay Siwon-Oppa. I’m fiiiine. Stop nagging me!”


“You’re not my mother!!!!” Hwannie lost her patient and yelled at Siwon. Siwon shocked and just stared blankly at his dongsaeng.

“What’s wrong with you? You never yell at me like that well until few seconds ago.” Siwon frowned.

Hwannie kept silent and just stared at the floor.



“Why you don’t wanna tell me?”

Suddenly Hwannie broke into tears. Siwon hugged her “Ssssh…Hwannie-ah, what happen?”

“Am I…that annoying?”

“What do you mean?” Siwon stroked Hwannie’s hair.

“Somebody…somebody hate me and he…he…” Hwannie said between her tears “He shows it.”

“What? Who?” Siwon looked at Hwannie’s eyes.

“His name is…Lee Sungmin.”

“And…why he hates you? You know him?”


“And why he hates you? He has no right for that.”

Hwannie’s pulled away “I don’t know okay?! That’s why!”

“Then just get over it. You don’t know him why you even bother?”

“Because it means I ever did something wrong.”

“But actually you don’t.”

“What makes you so sure?”

“I’m your brother. I’ve been taking care of you all of this time. Ignore him. He maybe just a jealous weirdo.”

“Oppa, since when you became so mean?”

Siwon just shrugged.

That night Hwannie walked out. She can’t sleep because she kept thinking if she ever did something wrong. Hwannie put her coat on and snuck out from the house. She just kept walking and walking and she found a bench. She sat there, thinking, thinking  and thinking. Suddenly someone sat next to her. Hwannie automatically move further.

“You shouldn’t go out alone this late. What if a bad guy kidnap you and threat you family to trade you for some money?”

Hwannie felt offended and turned her head to whoever beside her and she saw…

“Lee Sungmin?’

Sungmin slightly looked at Hwannie then looked straight again.

“What are you doing here? Are you stalking me?”

“Heh, stalking you? Why would I do that? The question is what are you doing here? You’re the heiress.”

“I’m not. Stop calling me that.”

“Oh yeah, you’re not because you have your brother.”

“What’s your problem?” Hwannie became a little mad.

Sungmin still calm “I was talking with myself.”


Sungmin chuckled “yeah…I hear that a lot. I am a weirdo.”

Hwannie kinda surprised hearing what Sungmin just said “Excuse me, you HEAR that people calling you a weirdo A LOT?”

“Ne.” Sungmin nodded “Why? It’s normal…oh I forgot you’re life is far from normal. Your life is so perfect. Perfectly settled, perfectly planned…”

“I don’t know what are you talking about.”

“Choi Hwannie, don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate you.”

Hwannie glared at Sungmin. Sungmin smiled but not toward her.

“You’re a great young woman. Look, you’re a heiress…”

“I’m not a heiress.”

“Let me finish.” said Sungmin still not look at Hwannie “Being a heiress isn’t that simple and like it or not you have to take the responsible. Your brother can’t manage the company by himself.”

“What if I don’t wanna to be a heiress?” Hwannie looked a Sungmin at turned Sungmin’s face to face her “Look at your partner while you talking, Lee Sungmin. And now you listen to me. Listen carefully. You don’t know my life AT ALL. You don’t know what I want! And I’m gonna tell you now : I want a normal life!” Hwannie stood up and walked away. She teared up as she walk.

“You cried.”


“And you weren’t in your bed last night.”

“So true.”

“So what were you doing last night and where?”

“Not very far. Just around and well I missed Umma and Appa.”

“You can’t fool me. Something happened to you. Why you don’t wanna tell me? I’m your brother.”

“I don’t need to tell you everything in my life, Oppa. I don’t have to. Look, I know you care of me. But for this, trust me Oppa, I can handle it by myself.”

Siwon’s face got cloudy “I just wanna protect you. Sorry if I’m being overprotective.”

“Nah…you do fine Oppa.” Hwannie smiled a little “Just for this time, let me handle my own problem.”

“Are you sure?”

“Positive.” Hwannie winked.

Bingeul Bingeul (Part 2)

The following day, Julie woke up and she saw someone sat in front of her on the edge of her bed. Julie got up. Blinked and…

“Eli?” Julie gasped and pulled her blanket up to her neck “What are you doing here?”

“I’m gonna take you to therapist, I talked to Xander alr and he said yes,”

“Oh. Okay then. But Eli…uhh can you give me some privacy? I’m goona get ready…” Julie grinned.

Eli blushed a little and chuckled “Oh yeah, of course. Sorry. I was gonna wake you up but you woke up alr. Okay I’ll wait downstairs.” Eli smiled and walked out.

Julie and Eli just got back from the therapist. Now they are at the park near the therapist place.

“I hate this crutch.” Julie mumbled

“Let’s sit then…” said Eli and they sat on the bench near the fountain.

“I still can’t believe this…my leg…”

“But the doctor said. It’s not that bad. You can walk again in no time.” Eli smiled at Julie.

Julie smiled back “Ah yeah…” Julie sighed “Xander still mad at Kibum.”


Julie nodded “I don’t know why. I mean well it’s not that I’ll lose my leg but Xander act like I’m not gonna be able to walk again.”

“He must be so shocked. Well you know how is he. He loves you so much. He protects you.”

Julie frowned and bit her lip “Eli…”


“Am I…that barbie to all of you?”

“Wh-what do you mean?”

“You, Xander…and other members call me Barbie.” Julie’s face became cloudy “I’m just a doll. That’s why I never get a boyfriend. Because I’m not even real to them!”

“Julie…calm do-“

“Don’t tell me to calm down! I never ask to be like this! I don’t want people scared at me because I look too perfect! I wanna trade all of this to be a normal girl!”


“You never know what it’s like to be me! You’re an idol! Everybody loves you! You never kn-“


“Shut up! Don’t try to stop me cause I don’t wa-“ Julie stopped because Eli kissed her lips all of sudden.

Eli pulled away and Julie stared at him in shocked “what…what…”

“Julie, I like you.”


“I know I call you Barbie too but I don’t see you as a living Barbie. I see you as a girl.”



Julie started to sob “You kissed me. You don’t respect me! I’m just a doll to you! Don’t lie! You kissed me because you want to not because you like me!” Julie grabbed her crutch and walked away as fast as her injured leg can take her.

Xander called everyone that he knows. It was raining so hard and Julie didn’t come home.

“What do you mean she’s not with you?” asked Xander to Eli over the phone.

“She was with me but then she got mad at me and left.”

“And why don’t you chase her?”


“What exactly you did to her Eli?” Xander’s voice tone became deep and scary.

“Xander-hyung I was…it was out of control…it was…”


“I…I kissed her.”

“WHAT? YOU…WHAT? You bastard! Why on earth did you do that idiot?”

“Like I said I was out of control.”

“Now where I can find her in this heacy rain?”

“I’m so sorry hyung, I’m gonna try find her.”

“Yeah. Like how?”

“I…I’m gonna try my best.” Eli hung the phone.

Xander started to think abot where Julie might went.

“Julie? Can you hear me?”

Julie frowned and she opened her eyes slowly. She saw someone.

“Ah finally you wake up.”


That person chuckled “Nah. I’m Hyungjun. Kibum is making you a drink. You’re in his room now”

“Oh. How…how did I get here?”

“I found you on the street and when I call you, you fell. So i brought you here. Where were you doing with that leg?”

“I…” and then the pictures of Eli kissed her flashed in Julie’s brain “I just…I was just walking around.”

And then Kibum walked in with a cup of tea and put it on to the table.

“Ah you’re awake.” Said Kibum. Smiled in relief.

“I shall go.” Hyung Joon smiled at Julie “Recover soon Barbie.” And he walked out. Kibum sat on the bed beside Julie.

“What were you doing out there Julie? I was shocked when hyung brought you in.”


“Don’t…don’t do that again okay Julie? Please?” said Kibum softly “I was so worried.”

“Geurae?” Julie looked slowly at Kibum. Kibum nodded.

“Your body was so sold. I thought…you…but hyung told me that you’re still breathing.”


“It’s hyung not me.”

Julie smiled a little “But you take care of me…”

“Ah. Here.” Kibum took the cup “drink this…so you can be warm.” Kibum gave the cup to Julie but Julie hands were shaking and can’t hold the cup “Ehh…here I help you.” Kibum help Julie drink the tea and suddenly Kibum’s cell rang. Kibum tooke his cell and read the caller i.d “Oh I’m so gonna die.”

“Is it Xander?”

Kibum nodded and answer the call “Yoboseyo…ne. Aniyo…Hyung found her on the street. Okay. Yeah. Arasso.” And then Kibum hung the cell.

“What did he say?” asked Julie.

“He asked about you. He’ll pick you up.”

“Ugh…Okay then.”

Xander’s Car.

“What was happened Julie?”


“Don’t act like that. You know what I mean.”

“I don’t wanna talk about it.”


“Xander…I need some privacy please? Stop tre—“

“What? I responsible for you! I always make sure you safe and sound. You’re welcome.”

“Even Hyung Joon – Oppa called me Barbie.” Julie murmured.

“Huh? What?”

“I’m your sister Xander,I’m not a Barbie.”

Xander stop the car and turned to Julie “Julie, what are you talking about?”

Julie bit her lip and started to cry.

Pretty Boy (Part 2)

I got back to the apartment and found Jihae-Noona. I forgot how beautiful this Noona is.

“Annyeong Tae.” She smiled.

“Annyeong Noona.” I smiled back “Where’s Onew-Hyung?”

“In the kitchen.”

“Oh…” I continued walking to the bedroom and l threw myself on the bed.

I don’t know me anymore. I’m not invisible anymore. I have friends. No one bullying me but why I feel so empty? I closed my eyes and suddenly I felt somebody stroke my forehead. I frowned. This definitely not one of my Hyungs. I opened my eyes and saw Jihae-Noona.


“What happen Tae? Well, I know you’re in hard times now.”

“Is it that obvious huh?”

“Well…” Jihae-Noona shrugged “I don’t know. I just…know.”

“It’s nothing Noona. Really.” I moved away slowly.

“Tae…are you…avoiding me?” Jihae-Noona looked shock well who doesn’t if someone moved away from you that fast? I swear I can saw the hurt from her eyes.

“Noona, it’s not like what you think. I ju…”

“You can just tell me if you feel bothered by me. It’s fine with me. You better tell me than act like this.” She tried to hold her tears and then quickly walked away and just then Onew-hyung came. Oh okay. Now I’m doomed.

“What was that Tae?”

“Hyung, I can explain.”

Onew-Hyung frowned “What did you just do to her?”

“I don’t know hyung…she thinks I’m avoiding her which I’m not. I just…well she’s your girlfriend. I just respect her relationship with you hyung.”

“I’m gonna go get her then…”

Key-Hyung came to me the next day when I was having my breakfast. Onew-hyung was making the breakfast.

“Hey Tae…Morning.”

“Morning hyung.”

“What happen last night?”


“Well I can tell from your face that ‘something’ happen last night.”

“Ugh…it was…” I looked slightly at Onew-hyung who just done cook his pancake.

“Everything’s okay Tae.” Onew-hyung put a plate full of pancake on to the dining table and took a seat.

“What was happen?” Key-hyung looked at Onew-hyung then at me.

“Just a little misunderstanding between Tae and Jihae but I talked to Jihae last night.”

“Oh. Mianhae hyung.” I looked down.

“It’s okay, really.” Onew-hyung smiled at me.

Key-hyung shrugged and started eating his pancake and not long after that Jonghyun-hyung and Minho-hyung came to join us.

After breakfast me and Key-hyung went out to buy some groceries. At the market, I wander around while Key-hyung picked all items that on the shopping list.

“Hey Tae…”

I turned and saw Ichigo “Oh,uh…hi…”

“You okay?” Ichigo smiled. I felt kinda relieved because at least Ichigo not mad at me.

“Eh…well…” I smiled quickly “I’m okay.”

“Good. Well you looked kinda not okay last night. I was worried.”

“You do? I mean…thanks but I’m completely okay.”

“You here by yourself?”

“Oh. Naaah. I’m with my hyu-“

“Oh Tae there you are.” Suddenly Key-hyung came and once again Ichigo stared at him in amazement in her eyes. I could see clearly that time. She’s really fall with Key-hyung.

“Hey lady…you okay?” said Key-hyung to Ichigo.

Ichigo shaked her head and she was obviously blushing that time. I felt terrible that time and I don’t know why.

“I’m sorry Oppa…I just…” Ichigo chuckled “…forget it.”

“Oh okay.” Key-hyung smiled and once again Ichigo stared at him again.

“She’s pretty Tae. Ichigo, I mean…” said Key-hyung.

“You like her?” that question just blurted out from my mouth.

“Wait. What? No. Besides, you like her right?”

I shrugged “I don’t know hyung. She’s gorgeous but I don’t know. She’s too perfect for me.”

“She looks like she likes you.”

“Yeah, of course who doesn’t like Lee Taemin? The great dancer with the pretty face.”

Key-hyung laughed “Pretty face? That’s  a good thing right? You’re so kyopta.”

I groaned “Hyung, stop calling me that. I’m a grown up now. I’m not that…kyopta anymore.”

School day.

I walked thru the corridor. All eyes at me. All of them said hi/good morning to me. I replied all and smiled at them. Then I bumped into someone.

“Oh sorry…I…”

“it’s okay. I’m alright.” That girl smiled and blushed a little.

“Oh Good then.” I smiled back.

“I’m Yunhwa. Shin Yunhwa.”

“Oh.” I confused “I’m Taemin. Lee Taemin.”

“Yeah, I know you Taemin-Oppa.” That girl’s face blushed more “Sarangheyo.”

“Mwo?” I was so shocked. Who’s this girl? What’s in her mind?

“Taemin-Oppa sarangheyo.”

“I’m sorry but…I don’t even know you.”

“It’s okay.” Yunhwa smiled sweetly “You will like me too.” And she walked away.

I blinked my eyes and shaked my head. Whoa…what was that? A girl? Like me? No. She LOVES me. I still can’t believe it. Somebody actually like me.

That night.

“Tae, you look so…bright today.” Asked Minho-hyung when me and him played a video game that night.

“Well.” I couldn’t hold my smile “Somebody actually like me as me.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well a girl just told me that she loves me.”

“Good thing then eh?”

I laughed “Yeah…”

“What’s her name?”

“Shin Yunhwa.”

“Who?” asked Minho-hyung quickly.

“Eh…why?” I kinda surprised seeing Minho-hyung like that.

“Uhmm nah. Nah…” Minho-hyung shaked his head and smiled but I know that’s not his real smile. I know my hyungs so well.


“Tae, it’s just…forget it.” Minho-hyung got up and walked to the bedroom. What’s with Yunhwa?

The Next Day. School.

“Morning Tae-Oppa!!!” Yunhwa jumped in front of me outta nowhere.

“Whoa!” I automatically stepped back “Oh. Morning Yunhwa.”

“You look perfect today…like usually.”

“Oh well thank you. You’re pretty yourself.” I said. Well, it’s not just words. Yunhwa looked so pretty that time with a high ponytail and full bangs.

She blushed “Thank you.” She smiled “Oppa, can I ask you something? Well…you don’t have to answer it if you don’t want to.”

“Huh? How can I know if I want answer it or no if you don’t even ask.”

“Oh right.” She giggled and blushed more and now her face is so red I’m sure her face can explode anytime “Do you have a girlfriend?”

I raise my brows “Do I look like I have one?”

She shrugged “Well then do you have someone you like then?”

“Yes. You.” I said it out before I could even stop myself. I don’t know what was in my mind that time. I just said it and Yunhwa’s face is getting more and more red “Ehh…can you stop blushing? I’m afraid your face will explode.” And I regret for what I just said. Why I always say things without thinking first? “I’m sorry! I mean…” and the next thing I know Yunhwa kissed me.

“Hey Tae.”

I turned and saw Ichigo “Oh hey Ichigo.”

“I heard about you and…Yunhwa?”

“Oh.” I looked at my lunch again “Yeah.”

She smiled at me “Congratulation then…she’s a sweet girl right?”

“Yeah she is.” I nodded and then I saw Yunhwa with her friends. Well, she’s pretty and she looked so happy. Of course, she was dating me, taemin the pretty boy.

“Tae, do you have time? Well since you dating Yunhwa…”


“Next week is my dad’s birthday and I need some help. He loves music and you’re a musician. So…maybe you can help me.” Ichigo smiled.

“Well, I’ll call you okay? I can’t decide now because well…you know…me and Yunhwa just started dating.”

“Okay. See ya around.” Ichigo chuckled and walked away.

“Really Tae?” Onew-hyung surprised.

“Well is that that strange hyung? I’m a boy andit’s normal if I have a girlfriend.” I felt so offended.

“No.” Onew-hyung laughed “It’s just…well…I don’t know you like somebody all these times.”

“I thought you like Ichigo.” Said Key-hyung.

“Ichigo who?” asked jonghyun-hyung.

“One of tae’s schoolmate.” Said Key-hyung “she’s pretty. She’s half Japanese half Korean.”

“Whoa…you have her photo?” asked Onew-hyung and Key-hyung punched Onew-hyung’s shoulder.

“Hyung, he has Yunhwa already. Get real.”

“Yunhwa?” asked Minho-hyung that just join us.

“Yeah, it’s taemin’s girlfriend.” Said Jonghyun-hyung and suddenly I felt so guilty. I know I don’t know anything about what happen between Minho-hyung and Yunhwa but I already dating her and I can’t just break up with her. I was starting to like her. She’s adorable, funny and it’s hard not to fall for her.

I looked up at Minho-hyung and mouthed “mianhe.”

Jonghyun, Onew and Key hyung confused but Minho0hyung just got up and walked away.

“I’m gonna buy something for dinner.” And went out.

“Dinner? I thought it’s my turn to cook dinner.” Said Onew-hyung.

“Eh…it’s good thing huh hyung? We had enough of your chicken dishes.” Said Jonghyun-hyung and we all laughed even me.

I accompany Ichigo today. We went to a music store.

“Is it okay Tae?”

“I told Yunhwa and she said okay. She has to go with her mom also.”

“Oh.” Ichigo nodded and smile.

“So, what kind of music your dad like?”




“Well not all people can enjoy trot. For me trot is as good as pop, hip hop…”

“You think that too? I like trot as well. I got it from my dad for sure.”

“Hahaha now let’s pick some new CDs for your dad.”

“Hey…look at this. Karaoke. He will love this.”

“Yeah and here…All Time Favorite Trot Songs.”


After that, me and Ichigo bought a new jacket for her dad then we went to a food court to lunch.

“Thank you Tae. You’re so kind.”

“No problem. I love helping friends.”

“I never know you’re close with Yun…” Ichigo paused “Oh. I’m sorry. It’s private.”

“It’s…well…it’s just happened.” I shrugged

Ichigo nodded “So…please come to my house next Friday. You and your hyungs. For my dad’s birthday dinner.”

“Eh you serious? Me and my hyungs?”

“Yes. Waeyo?”

“Nothing. It’s just…well…I’m surprised.”

“You help me pick the present and mom said I can take a few friends.”

“Oh. Okay then.”

“You can bring Yunhwa too if you want. I don’t want her to misunderstood.”

“I can take care of that and thank you for the invitation.”

“You’re so welcome Lee taemin.” Ichigo’s smiled.